always.

Thursday, January 27, 2005

quit tempting my misery.
whoever out there. whatever you're doing.
i seriously dont care
or maybe i do
but i just DONT WANT to admit it
ya happy?

all the screwed-ups happening recently
they're weighing down on me
there are minor stuffs like..
friends that bitch SO MUCH ( i feel lyk flushing em down da toilet bowl)
friends that flirt SO MUCH ( i cant do anything btit)
the hectic timetable that leaves me suffocated
and there is also the MAJOR stuff...
which is nagging at the back of my mind
yet, i procrastinate.

a few days ago, i remembered walking up the spiral staircase with pauu
and i was snapping back at all those that talked to me
i didnt even tried acting nice
oh god
what in the world is happening to me?

there are times when i feel all bitchy and pissed
and also times when i wanna break down and cry
look at what you've done to me
but it isnt your fault is it?
blame it on me for loving you

All the things she said All the things she said
Running through my head

All the things she said All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head

All the things she said All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough This is not enough
All the things she said All the things she said
And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?


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